tennis-ed
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
tennis-ed today... yeap! just like the previous time my skill still sucked... to improve means i have to give up more study and free time... not to improve means i will have more than for study and free time.... but if not to improve those time really will go to study mah? nah~! probably not.... hahhaa~! wats the goal in my life? why do i even study degree when i dun want to? but since i'm here now.... why am i giving up? simply becos i'm weak.... i cant withstand the given pressure, stress and the fast pace study.... wat do i lack of? courage? yes.... after today's game... wat do i lack of? endurance.... from the game play wat do i see? i lack of patience..... all of this lack-ness... is it possible to improve on it.... and how much time will i take to improve? no matter how long it takes... the most critical qns to ask myself is... am i ready and willing to improve on myself? self-improvement.... self-enrichment.... self-esteem.... all of the self self self i have to improve.... sigh~! letting go one breath oso no use.... life is so unpredictable... if let's say i dun play and fool ard during the day... will 24hrs a day be enough for me? no..... i slacked too much.... now even if i wanna catch up... it may still be a problem... but heck! i still wanna catch up!
i'll already made a start for mechanics and materials.... left with math3.... going to read through and try the examples tml.... even if i dun complete one module this week i wanna at least mark a starting pt... heex....
dunno why but i feel sth amiss... can someone remind me later?
