my misses
Sunday, September 07, 2008
been stressing lately... trying my best to study almost everyday... yeaP! the lecturers were right... attending 1 hr of lecture but u actually owe urself 3 to 4 hrs of study for an average student.... but the problem is... am i an average student? no.... i'm below average... will be able to complete 3 modules by the end of next week? probably not... but i'll do as much as i can...
so many things i miss.... miss too many things.... i miss my frds.... i miss my freedom... i miss my dar.... sorry for saying things tat hurt u alot... really really alot... ehm... heex... no matter wat happen... smile smile smile ok?
i miss playing blackjack throughout the night and giving luck to jiang he when i fell aslp... i miss the noise pollution they made.... not close but yet i enjoy my time with them....
i miss their laughters.... i miss they jokes... i miss their naggy-ness on me.... i miss our steamboat fantasies... i miss our plans on going overseas.... i miss everything about u guys....

sigh~! i want study finish this 3 yrs and tats it! THATS IT! THATS IT!!!! below average student going ntu to study... ppl asking me why i land myself in this sch? i dunno why... too many reasons to say... studying in uni is not as easy as i thought.... i need guts... courage... and wisdom... i wanna.... i wanna.. i wanna graduate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh~!~!~!~ 3 more yrs!!!!!