my eyes are getting blur.....
Saturday, July 22, 2006
my eyes are getting more and more blur each day..... why? i think my vision getting weak ... or was it all becos of the cries every night?
i wanted to tok to u so much.... i was looking at my hp waiting for hope..... wat hope? i dunno.... -_-"! and when u msg me in msn..... chat a little.... and u go yapping away..... i told u she is fine!... why bring up the past when it's already over?! if things haven been settled i will say sorry... but no pt saying sorry when everything is fine! digging up pasts! so much so i wanted to say f**k off already... i got no choice but to block u..... falling for someone who i shldnt have... is ALL MY FAULT.... thanx for all ur misleading words ya.... it is so hurting u know? i guess u dun.... do u really know how NOT TO HURT someone??? i cant even have proper chat with u.... how to be ur frd?! i really dunno wat i want... i really dunno where i'm going... i hate myself....
life suck so much tat i am so numb right now.......