adoH~!
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
adOH! long time no blog as always.. 1 week is it??? or almost 1 week? hahha~! obviously i did not keep track of it...anywayz... i converted to a christian last friday... ehm... kenneth's church... hahaha~! oh well... i really dunno wat or how to say... i only can say.... there are still my own believes within me... and i am still not used to the way some of them speak.... hahaha~ wat else.... ehm.... i must really make it clear.... but then i must oso say 1st tat i'm not to insult or offend anything... hope u all understand....
to me... i dun think we ppl do anything or everything on earth just to worship God.... yes... we may be indirectly worshipping God.... but then we oso do things tat we are doing for ourselves.... true??? for example... we eat in order not to starve..... we study in order to gain knowledge for ourselves which may come in handy in the future.... we work to earn money and support our families....... to me.... God is magnificent.... He is someone who is very good and forgiving.... but then again... i believe and thinks tat God and Jesus are those who so-called created christianity... no doubt it can just be a title.... but then some may say God created the humans... i dunno..... i'm not the creator... who knows human might be evolved from monkey? orang utan?? i really have no idea at all... not knowing anything at all tat proves all these... just dun give me the will in believing it... u hope u guys understand.... and also.... i oso believes that holy spirits exist.... if u all say they guide us through our lives every now and then giving as msg from God... i do believe..... but! God is just like a guide to me.... He is no doubt to be magnificent... but he is a guide to me.... and a person who watches over me every minute every second.... He is not the one who give us power... or knowledge.... we ourselves must have the hunger for knowledge to learn.... and to do things..... sigh~! i dunno how to make myself very clear... but i hope u guys understand... and this i really believe He who is looking at me understands it very very well.....
and from the above.... i believe not many will say Amen(i agree,for christians...).... but it's okay..... but pls take note i dun mean harm and i dun meet to offend.... i only need ppl to understand me....