am i asking for too much???
Friday, December 16, 2005
hey yO~! am i asking too much???
sigh~! after reading some of my frds' blogs... i've been asking myself if i'm asking too much from all my frds.... sigh~! how?! 1stly... sorry to weixin for the suddeny change of my decision on having the steamboat once again... hahaha~! sorry lar... i dunno whether i really really REALLY wanna have steamboat or not... probably not... wat i want is sth u can give me tat i can keep... if eating can solve the problem... it will be very nice though~ lolx~! let's see....
i actually expected tat i would recieve lotsa presents during my birthday this yr... and yeah.. i'm wrong... really wrong to be the fact.... i've only recieve 3 presents.... 2 pairs of earrings and a fotoframe... as to ppl who know me well.. they know tat i will speak my mind... and yes.... i din expect a fotoframe... hahaha~! but nvm... i'll try to find a nice foto to fit in... then again... huiqin revathi and jos did celebrate with me on my birthday itself... i really appreciated tat although it's not well organised.... and thanx to lynn n my bro who accompanied me in the day... and thanx to ak for wishing me happy birthday personally... and thanx to my classmates.... for the cake of cos....
every year of my birthday i dun seem to enjoy it at all... not even one bit... (btw appreciating and enjoying is 2 different thing)... remembering last yr's birthday... it fell on my chemisty pract day... no one gave me present tat day... no one wished me happy birthday.... but the next day chun mei invited me to her house... well... it was actually to relax awhile.. in the end she decided to bake a cake for me herself... it's really nice of her... although i dun click well with them but tat day i really enjoyed it... sigh~! must i really hold a party in order to recieve more presents? rubbish isnt it??? this world is just too realistic.... most pretty gals and cute guys... maye recieve plenty of presents from guys and gals for no good reason at all... and i dun seem to get anything lar... no doubt... i'm trying hard to mix around well with my classmates... but sometimes things just got worse... and also... at times i still very very lonely although i may be laughing... i try my very best in helping other ppl.... sigh.... and i dun expect much in return.... hai~! kill me bah!~!~!
call me a greedy pig for all u want... i admit i am greedy....
