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halo... let's see.... tennis today for me wasnt really good... 1st of all... it rained~ and then we went back and play again.......... and stroke was a mess.... my backhand is seriously bad... bad ... bad... and my forehand... oso bad bad bad... sigh~! and then we played singles.... gab with me again... -_-"~! yeap~! lost to him again... but i wasnt really happy neither did i enjoyed the game very much too... i must admit tat i really wanted the game to end earlier... and i almost say "i give up" know why? i dunno why but gab seem to be going too easy on me.... yeah.... it's either the heat.... his sian-ness... or my slow pace tat make him so sian... i know i am lousier than him lar... but also dun play until liddat.... right???? he was delibrately giving me points... and i when he asked if i was angry, yes! i was a little angry and disappointed.... sigh~! anywayx i dun blame u too... cos i myself also look sian.... and ppl have their sian days too... anywayx! i wanna apologise for sth... remb u said u were serious when i said u were not and i dun see how u are serious at all... i think tat sounded rather harsh.... sorry ya.... (dun think u will read it oso....)

next is for zhi yong... eh... frd~ remb u said u were kan jiong tats why u din play really well??? let me tell u sth although i guess u already knew it~ hahaha~! ehm... dun be kan jiong lar... it's just a match... so dun give urself too much pressure okay???? always have a clear mind and focus on the game.... hahhaa~! if u want ur serve to go in... it WILL go in... depending on ur mind most of the time... if u tell urself "oh shit!" of cos it will turn out tat way... unless u are tat lucky~ hahhaa~! anywayx..... it's good tat u even bother to think abt wat mistakes u have done... hahah~!

next next next! for wei wen~ hey yo~! hahaha~! ehm... dun ever give up on tennis ya... i can see u love it and u wanna excel in it... and of cos it takes time... so pls dun have the thought of giving up again... cos if u have... more than half of ur confidence would be gone.... u told me be4 tat ur confidence is zero... if believe if one has no confident in sth.... they wun even have tat courage to do tat sth again.... thus i still think more or less u still have some of it in u... hahhaa~! ehm... wat else.... ehm... although u wun doing as good as last time.... u are slowly taking up ur pace.... slowly improve at ur own pace ya... and nv have negative thoughts... hahaha! ehm... i know u can console ppl using such words like nv have negative thoughts.... and when ppl say tat to u, it just dun get into ur head... tat sort of feeling i know... hahaha~! so yeah... bear of it... hold tight to ur racket... and look forward u shld have no problem in the future... okay? hahaha~!

alrighty~! i got another msg for zhen yan oso... CHANGE UR PLAYING STYLE!!!! tats the only way i can only think of to help u... but i doubt u will do so... -_-"~! i'm so disappointed!!!!! anywayx~! have fun guys~!