is there a need?
Thursday, November 24, 2005
halo...
i'm fine... alive... wat else... feeling rather down recently... especially when i'm alone... haha~ i'll start thinking alot... let's see my day~ went to sch rather early today.... rest a little be4 class starts... sat with rainy (right) and soon kwee( left) today... and left of soonkwee is annkiat.... hahaha~! for dunno wat reason annkiat called me aunty today... dAnG~~!~!~!~!~ hahaha~! i was thinking "eh... calling me.. issit?" who else is an aunty in my class? hahaha~! no one but me ! wahahhaa~! okay okay.... enough of craps... okay... and had math lec... then break... wah~ i drank a cup of tasteless milk tea today... and a superb milo... hahaha~! the milo is really nice... hahaha~! then wat else... had com skills... rather bored today as most of the ppl seem to be very tired... and i still dun present well.. maybe i just suck in presenting~ hahaha~! okay wat else... i'm going to queensway tml... well... hopefully no one says got sth on last min~ then okay... hahaha~!
for the pass few days... i have been hanging around with my classmates... hahaha~ really wanna try hard to mix around with them... afterall they ARE my classmates and good friends... hahhaa~ ehm... after the chat i had with rainy today... hahaha~ i was thinking "is there really a need for me to have a boyfriend at this age?" hahhaa... the answer is "definitely NO!" hahaha... why no, some may ask? let's see...
firstly, i dun have enough time for him... secondly, it's rather difficult to have someone to like me if i like him... hahha~! i think... tats the only reasons i can come up with... lolx~! why no time.... well... my time is eaten up by schooling and tennis.... and oso... i find tat when i like someone... tat someone will happen not to like me but someone else... hahah~! so i sort of gave up on having a bf... maybe i shld consider in becoming a les instead... hahhaa~! just kidding~! no way will i do tat... i'm straight!!!! lolx~! but then again... if my fate were to come at this period... i wun mind? hahaha~! i dun mind giving it a try provided tat the guy dun mind too... hahaha~! but no fate~ !!! hahah~!
nvm it's okay~! i'll do my best in my studies and tennis in the meantime... and oh yah! i thought of giving up tennis... really tired.... i see no improvements.. sigh~! but then again... i find no reason for me not to give up in tennis.... name a few if u guys can find.....