WishList

halo.... it's been a week ever since my last entry.... ehm.... i feel so tired... exhuasted... and wats the root of this tired-ness? surprisely it isnt becos of my exam preparations.... more of a frd.... ehm... i will nv regretting have him as my frd... but the things he said make me feel like a lousy human being in this earth.... lolx... oh well... i oso dunno wat to type... i just wanna say.... i dun wanna deceive myself... although i felt so clear just now.... i tot i have sort out the feelings but no.... i was wrong.... i'm still in a confusion now... lolx... weird eh... my mind and heart is really playing tricks on me... if i like him... but he dun like me in tat sorta way... oso no pt... seriously.... i want a person who can really understand me and care for me tats all.... but i want tat person to be the special one... sigh~ spouting rubbish again.... sigh..... i think this is my more than 50th sigh for today.... i'm crazy.... i'm lost.... i'm in serious and desperate need of help... councilling may help i think? i have got no mood to type... i have got no mental strength to think... i shall stop here... bye