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hey yo~! lolx~! yes... i'm just so into it.... i'm just so into lotsa stuff... ehm... for example? Tennis!!!! haahaha~! i'm just so into tennis.... and of cos him... his name shall not be revealed.... dun think i shld reveal his name.... cos.... ehm... let's just say it's complicated... lolx!~~! duno why... but i'm just into the common test too... hahaha~! ppl who knows me right.... knows tat i DO NOT study at all... no matter wat test it is... i do not study for it in the past... i wonder wat drives me into studying... sigh!~! lolx!

i finally realised how deep my love for tennis is... hahaha~! i just keep on toking abt it non-stop.... and keep on looking at other ppl's training... haaha~! duno why but... by just looking at ppl training i can already feel happy... haaahaa~! all worries will be gone... and i just concentrate on the matches they play... or rather... i will look at how they hit those balls fed by the coach.... and stuff like dat... hahaha~! i can actually even dream abt tennis.... look! this is how freak i can go!!!! oh my... lolx! i actually dreamt abt... ehm... sth like i had a quarrel with him... and he actually was unhappy abt it... haahaa! but then i dun remb wat we quarrelled abt.... i think abt tennis oso... hahahaa~! i think i'm going crazy... lolx

oh ya... i had my math and manufacturing test ytd... argh! i nv tot the math test is so simple... but of cos i have no confidence in it... i think the most i can get is a borderline pass... and for manufacturing? haahaa... i was like writing a b c d d c b a for my multiple choices... and as for the drawing part for plastic injection... argh! i was so pissed off! cos i drew a part wrongly! sigh~! but it's all over ya... so i bought a chocolate ice-cream to award myself... haahhaaa!~ but thinking back right.... chocolate ice-cream may make me grow fat... and make me run slower when training... but then again~ who cares?! just one small piece of ice-cream.... wun harm tat much i guess..? lolx.... sadly they dun have dark choco ice cream... hahaha! i just love dark chocolates... initially they have the bitter taste but later it turn sweet... hahaha! and i played tennis today!!! ehm... they were so many ppl ya.... lolx! all very very gd frds... but i'm just too lazy to type their names out... hahahaa~! then... i had a one on one practice with ridz... sigh~! i wonder when will i get a point from him.... ONE PATHETIC POINT I CANT GET! lolx sigh~! soon! real sooN! i'm gonna train hard! and improve... lolx! then then then.... yes... my hand is still in pain... sigh sigh sigh~! lolx....

i seriously do not know wats wrong with my string... i wanna go and restring it!!!! it's just so irritating.... normally i hit hard the ball will go over the net... now? not anymore.... i got to hit even harder! argh! and when the ball goes over... it's always so high!!!! i just got to whack more balls..... whack and whack and whack until i get it right.... lolx~! got to swing more and keep it low... and oso keeping my body low... lolx~! sigh~! how i wish i'm a pro... hahahaa~! yes yes i'm thinking too much... but it may not be just an empty dream if i put effort in it okay? lolx... guess i'll just stop here... lolx....

sigh~! thinking abt u.... missing u.... why? i oso wanna know why it's you.....