i am suffering from this thing called DEPRESSION
Monday, August 15, 2005
halO~! lolx~! yO~! ehm... let's see... i shall start of with my day today 1st... heehee~!
i woke up at 6am this morning... couldnt get enuff slp as usual... so i hope i can get more slp tonite... then i had my breakfast... hahaaa~! well... i had cup noodle for my breakfast... i think i'll have biscuits tml morning... then i was watching TRL this morning... hahahaa~! well... it was towards the end already so i was like -_-"! siGH~! lolx.... i met up with annie and keira this morning! heehee~! then had mechanics... luckily and fortunately i understand a little of it... if not i can really go jump! hahaha~! then during phy... miracle!!!! it was my 1st time not feeling slpy at all during her class! then it was lunch time! went to FJ and i had... wat did i eat? ehm... black pepper fish.. not bad... then had math lecture.. hahahaa~! we played and joked throughout the whole lecture... i guess it's through my influence tat everyone cant seem to be concentrating... and i took no notes at all this time... guess i'm really done for my math... sure a F... lolx~! well i got to see wat grade i got for my mechanics... lolx~! then i got a B+!!!! hahahaah~! i din really take note of other ppl's score..... not really interested in it... lolx~! i wanted an A!!!! it was tat 9.81!!! if i didnt overlook the qns... i could have gotten an A!!!!!! but it's okay... as least i had learnt my lesson.... then i studied with annie, han xue and keira today... well... i think i made keira angry or upset... i'm really sorry... and i would like to apologise for wat i have said [although i'm not really sure if it's me u are angry at..... ] oh well... then hanxue left 1st... then annie and i practically spent more than 15mins doing one qns... and i bet tat easy type of qns wun come out in the exams!!!! argh!!!! i reeally have to buck up with the conversion of those units... or i wun have enuff time during the big exam! i'm rather over reacting towards the exams... i just dun wish to repeat any of the modules.... if only i could be serious abt my O lvl last yr then i wun be in this course.. but anyway this is the course i wanted oso... saddening... -_-"!
then.... i'm started revision with my mechanics... hopefully later i will get on with it... hoping real hard tat my effort will pay off... lolx... i'm trying a achieve one of my birthday wish and tat is not to repeat any module and pass with flying colours... hopefully i can get at least 2 As for my overall results... hahahaa~! [am i asking too much?] sigh~! btw... i got this feeling tat i'm suffering from depression... and mental breakdown... i just feel so tight up... stress... blank.... and feel like crying every now and then for absolutely no reason at all... i wonder why... ??? -_-"! oh well.. i'll stop here... love peace no war...
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