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halo....... from the topic... it is possible and quite obvious that i did not have a very very great day ya..... sigh~! today.... i'll just type wats on my mind and not think be4 i type okay? cos i'm really really tired to think and sorta restless now... haahaa~! here goes~~~~

ytd i went to queensway with vickie and annie... bought lotsa stuff..... then went to eat with them... vickie treated as cos it's her birthday... welll by right her birthday is tomorrow... lolx~! oh well... then what? i forgot.... last night i spent abt 30mins just to change my anti-shock ya... the strings are so narrow i had difficulty putting it in... lolx~!

today... went for tennis training... sadly there wasnt any extra training today... was so so sad and so no mood when daryl said no extra training... this oso means that i have NO extra training this week... not a tiny bit of it! argh~! oh yah... recalling back right... remb i tested my n5 on wed... i think i DID injured my right hand... lolx~! i have difficulty in doing stuff now... but fortunately typing is still okay... i guess i cant write fast and exert force with it... or i might have to lose my right hand forever... and i'm not lying... i'm totally serious... ok?! i bought some stuff today... weights.... haahaa~! decided to put it on while walking to sch... but it's abit dumb ya... i'm afraid tat i will die... hahaa~! but if i wear it during my common test will i be caught? no right... putting on weights arent considered as cheating right? lolx... then i bought a wrist support... incase i did sth to make my wrist go crack~ ... haaaa ha....

well... i'm having my common tests next week... having mat hand manufacturing on monday and mechanics on thursday... so i guess i wun have to go to sch for the rest of the week except this 2 days... haahaa~ cool huh? but i guess i'm still going for some jogging to exercise a little... hahaaa~

today i recieved no praise at all.... not even one bit ya.... and i dun think i deserve any of them too... my shots were like trash today.... it shall not be seen and it shall no be repeated in the future.... this have and must be the last time tat will happen in my life..... sigh~! forehands..... the ball did not went in the court... even if it did it was high... same goes to backhand... what abt slices and drop shots? ehm... they aint my speciality but i still tried my best but it all go high up.... then for lob... yeah... it suppose to be high but it was low... sigh~! and i seriously felt the pain in my hand when i hit a ball.... one hit and i will feel the pain in my hand... and i cant really smash now ya.... if i hold on to the racket and try to smash or it just slightly touch the ball my hand really be very pain.... i dunno if the problem lies with this pain.... or with my racket... cos i seriously think there is problem with my string... it just dun look normal to me.... and when i hit.. i dun feel the tension... i'm just going crazy soon ya... i wanna get it fixed... now... at this very moment....

well... after training we went to play tennis as usual.... after a while it rained... cats and dogs... argh!!!! my bag was wet.... both my rackets were wet... my hp is spoiled..... and my shoe is wet too... i guess i have to prepare a new pair of shoes.... and guess wat? i had to took it off while walking... if not my foot will be darn pain now and it was quite weird walking ard the sch w/o ur footwear... and i was all wet... so it's see thru... haahaa~ and daryl drove pass me when i was walking towards the shower room... and he din even bother to stop and check on my racket!!!! TAT IDIOTIC FREAKING GUY!!!!! just a stop for 5mins! wats the problem with stopping for 5mins to check on my racket?! sigh...

i know this entry is way too long... but i guess this is the only way for me to speak my mind out now.... sigh~! i know i am always being paranoid... and i am getting on ppls' nerves cos i speak only tennis.... but i cant help it alright... tennis has already gotten into me... i'm more worried abt my performance in tennis than studies... but i do care abt my studies of cos.... sigh.... pls... i need help... wat sorta help? i myself do not know....