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YO~!!!!! sorry guys for the 2 entries today.... why 2??? gd qns.... ehm... there's lotsa stuff i wanna say... and i think all of my frds shld know it....

1stly.... i am the sort of person who speaks wats on their mind... so u can NEVER EVER control my straight forwardness alright? and of cos i'm the crappy type... but in nature i'm really a ver yvery very very very extremely blur person.... dun believe? as my besties! weixin, qian bei and maybelin... they know me better than any of u guys do! i know i'm being rather harsh in this entry... but u guys left me with no choice at all!!!!!! argh~!!!!~!~!~~!~! what else can i say?! i nv hated u guys... but why me? tell me... where did i go wrong? tell me right at the face and not at someone else's face cos they aint DIANA TJU! get tat in ur brAIN!

2ndly, i would like everyone to know tat... if u have anything... anything under this great bright sun against me... just shoot it out like machine gun right at me alright?! be it i'm with my frds or not... get it? since they are my frds... they ought to know my flaws too... i can never always be acting nice and gd infront of them when i'm not.... understand? what's the point acting nice all the time when i myself know tat i'm not the kind of gd person? true?

lastly, i want everyone to know i will NEVER change for anyone in my life alright? i wanna be myself... no one else but myself... and even if i were to change it needs time too... u can never expect me to change within a day... it's absurd! and.... i believe tat if one were my true frd.... he or she will accept me for who i am... understand? and i also would like everyone to be themselve and not act infront of others... if feel like crying out loud do so by all means... u will feel wonderful after it.... i know how it feels to be always acting infront of others... u feel like u aint urself at all... and eventually u will hate ur life and urself.. i mean whats the point of doing sth to make urself hate urself????? true isnt it? i guess tats all... tata~