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halo~!~! once agaiN! hahaha... this time it's different alright.. not facing infront but looking and reading carefully wat i'm typing... cos lately when i went to my OWN blog to read i realised tat i made so many careless mistakes and of cos spelling wrong words..... so i would like to apologise for my mistakes ya? lolx!

let's see... what shall i type for this entry today??? ehm... alright! as a 24/7 tennis freak i shall talk abt what happened during my tennis practice with some of my cool friends alright?! lolx... well of cos not all the entry is abt tennis... so dun worry! cos i know tat u guys are getting bored with me.... oh gosh..... lolx~! 1stly, the ppl i played with are jeff, ridzuan, my brother, fadhil and 2 of his friends... one of his girlfriend came but went off quite early~ hahaha~!~! i have no idea why but when i started playing all the balls tat i hit went out of the court... (btw.. not as in out of the entire court... it's just an out) but as the game goes on i got a little out of breath... hahaha~!~! thats when i started to play better... not much of a out and my shots are much better compared to the beginning... but then i still know tat i aint as gd as the others... especially comparing myself to ridzuan and fadhil... i'm way way way too off... i still need more trainings.... need more practices... need more tips.... need someone to guide me....so tat i wun go off~ lolx! get it? i think tats all abt the tennis...

next! it will be abt wat happened today.... let's see.... ehm... actually even if something did happened i wun be telling in my blog... hahaha~!~! what for tell the whole world??? if my classmates were to read it... i guess they will hate me forever... or i guess they are already hating me... but for all i care~ i realised... i ain't alone... i got a whole bunch of friends.... tennis friends... ex-classmate.... outside sch friends.... although i may be alone during breaks... it doesnt mean i am alone..... i still have myself to accompany my soul... this empty shell has it's own soul to accompany alright? cos if u guys are going to say"going solo eh?" i would say look at urself be4 u say others... oh well... charlotte msg-ed me in frdster.... hahaha~!~! sorry girl! i forgot ur birthday~ it's been such a long time i last see u... how long is dat? abt 1 yr? lolx... i wonder how she is doing... i guess she is having a fun life... all thanx to her msg the past has been replaying like a film in my mind.... it's just way too cooL! lolx... remembering those quarrels i had with her but we are always back to gd friends 5 mins later... it all just seems childish but yet so so fun.... as usual... she is pretty... but her young sister look just so much like her mom.... look almost the same... lolx! beautiful of cos! oh well... let's see... i still remembered i went to the same child care as denise.... lolx! the smartest girl i ever met in my whole life! she is just so violent in pri. sch... but the last time i saw her she changed alot! from the conservative little girl to a daring young lady! hahaha!!!!! the wonders of having keeping in contact with pri sch frds are just so great... i have no idea why too..... sometimes i think going back to those days just make me feel so happy.... i'm always as cheerful as i can be..... laughing and smiling away.... no much of friendship problems and backstabbings.... lolx.... i guess when ppl grows up they tend to think more and eventually creating problems not only for themselves but oso for the ppl around them as well...

anywayz~ i wanna thank jestyn for accompanying me during my breaks ytd and having lunch with me today... not forgetting thank you for taking dat picture for me... hahaha!!!! while i was chatting with him today... something just struck me! (BoOm! just like dat.... ) why does backstabbing cases usually happen between females??? why cant they just think "forgive and forget" or maybe "lesser problems are always better than having more" ???? how hard can tat be? lolx.... of cos u guys would say"say dat to urself!" haha... i did say all this to myself... tats why if i dun really get along with someone i tend not to tok much with the person so tat i wun get into unneccesary arguements or quarrels.... lolx! wat abt u guys? suddenly not toking to ur girlfriends w/o letting the person knowing the reason? making the person wonder??? lolx.... i must make myself clear be4 more troubles arise in my life..... and tat is... i'm not a good girl... i am not a perfect friend.... i'm not as caring as u think i am.... i can be naggy... but tats me... i'm the childish and evil girl.... so accept it... i'm cold blooded.... so keep tat in mind....

lastly!!!!! to my friend ann kiat~!~! halo ak! sorry for being so cold to u lately alright? it wasnt delibrate.... just tat suddenly i feel tat if i tell u more.... ppl knows more.... i have no idea wat sort of person u are.... u may always say u are a dao person but deep inside my heart i feel tat u aint such a person.... but then again... sorry for treating u badly.... let's just put it this way.... i think too much... i'm being paranoid... but i oso need to know the reason why ppl suddenly dun tok to me to make me think soo much.... lolx~ get it? i actually dunno how to put it in words too... hahaha...~~!~!!

i'll stop here~!~! bye bye!!!!