why is this happening?
Thursday, June 16, 2005
why is this happening to me??? sigh~!
i had a weird day today... a very very weird day.... to tell u guys the truth i realised tat i cant concentrate very very well today... it's as if my mind is playing tricks on me.... and my mind is filled with a person.... not tat i miss the guy but more of comparison.... i... i really dunno why but... wat happened in the past like the time with handi.... and wat happen to my parents..... it's just keep popping out.... i will thinking will tat someone give me false hope like wat handi did?.... and will tat someone be like my dad treating my mom in such a way??? is it wrong to like him? did i make the correct decisions? sigh~! i wish this confusing feeling will just stop.... i wanna find the answer really badly.... i.... just cant stop thinking abt it.... and i just cant stop thinking abt whether will it happen to me too..... besides confusing... i'm rather scared too...... why..... am i so scared........