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halo! haha! it has been such a long time ever since my last entry isnt it? sorry abt it but i really aint a serious blogger.... nor do i want to blog abt my daily life.... i mean wat i do usually is somehow or another abt the same as other one else.... hahaha! my topic today is.... welll read the topic itself! hahaha!!!!!

lately many things had happened.... i got frds asking me for other girl's contact... well at 1st the tot i had was "he must be interested in her" haha... regardless of their reasons of why they wnat her contact i still helped... i asked for her contact and gave the guy... who the guy is... i shall not say.... haha! oh well... but he kind of became desperate.... which is quite irritating... although i know everyone on Earth can be desperate at times but i just find it irritating... well... i shan't go into details why he became desperate and what are the stuff he said.. but i just shoot it at him and said"i'm not gonna help u anymore" i mean... i agreedy helping him to take her contact but i did not agree in helping him to make them a couple..... and if one guy ever want to say "it's weekday tml! i can finally see her!" or "i miss her so so much!" that one guy shld tell it straight in her face or maybe sms her.... in anyways TELL HER!!!! not me... wat can i do? act like her for him? or take a pic of her and send it to him? it's crazy man... in addition it's much much more meaningful to tell her than to tell me isnt it? from tat prob onwards... i can actually conclude he is quite childish... i mean i AM childish too but know the limit and i will think of how other ppl feel when they are trying their best to help me do things tat i have asked... and not asking too much out of it.... sometimes i oso feel tat he is not even ready for a relationship... if he got the maturity of thought i would say "GO ON MAN!" but if he continues to say "hey look this is my char! so u cant change me and i shant change it for YOU" then i think he might as well face the com every single day and play games! haha! oh well... other than tat... let's see...

i went to the jam and hop last friday... i wouldn't say it's GREAT! but i would say it's just fine... well i actually cant say much abt it cos this is my 1st time attending such event... haha! i find it quite lame abt the belle and beau thingy and the nyp idol... but i guess a couple of them sing quite well while the others kinda..... ya know... so-so nia~ haaha! actually i din wanna go to tat jam and hop but my bro's gf invited me to go and i dun think it's nice to reject her and PLUS! my bro even tell me to go!!! argh! haha... but overall i did have fun... experienced some things i have nv experience be4.... haha! i did dance... although not very gd... cos i'm not a dance...haha! but everyone will have their 1st time in trying everything on Earth... Agree??? lolx! and the nyp idol sang a slow song... i think it was a love song if i'm not wrong... and my bro gf suggested tat we partner up with the guys... the guys are actually her frds.... and yah... so.... i dunno how to dance so i partner up with someone who knows... and she partner up with someone who is still a noob... haha! so it's like it's my 1st time dancing with a guy... i have to put my hands ard his neck and he got to hold on to my waist and guide me... i would say i dun feel comfortable at all in the beginning! cos it's only a few of us dancing in the front and the others sitting at the back watching us dance... haha! through out the whole dance i dare not look up at him... hahaa! hahhaa... then erm.... got one part he sort of like.... ehm... let go one of my hand and then i got to go back to him... (i dunno how to describe) anyway! he hugged me lar... i feel the sense of security... haha! but of cos i did not fall for him alright?! i just treat him as a normal frd... haha! after the dance the sense of security is gone... hahaha!!!! oh well.... tats all for the jam and hop thingy

haha! how i long to have a bf... who really treat me real nice... okok! to wrap my entry up today... what i want to say is everyone have their own flaws..... and everyone will have their fun times and yet having unlucky days after those fun days.... like my frd... irritating... like me... having fun time and then having unlucky time after tat... hahah! no one is perfect in this world... so we can only do our very best... live life to the fullest... do the right thing.... nv ever deceive urself... and be prepared for the worst to come... hahaha! (well... i think i got too off from my topic... but again... WHO CARES?!)

love peace no war! bye bye!!!!