Life is short, why waste it?
Sunday, March 06, 2005
alright! today's topic is "life is short, why waste it?"
well actually... i got nth much to say abt tat... but tat is how i feel and wat i wanna ask to u ppl out there.... life is actually very short and not as long as u think as u can live.... u will nv ever know when is ur death(touchwood), am i right? wat are the things u cannot change in ur life? what is the REAL 2 things u cannot change in ur life? most ppl will say "my mom and my dad" but is tat right? to be frank, PARTIALLY! the 2 things tat u really cannot change is the time of birth and death........ tat's the meaning of life..... but there are also ppl who says tat we are born for a reason..... so wats the reason anyway? can anyone REALLy explain it? NO! it's somehow impossible to explain..... well... to be honest i cannot say much abt life becos i'm still young to tok abt it... a kid... as always? there are so many things tat we do not know.... i may feel tat i know everything in this world... but to speak the truth it may not even reach 1% of the knowledge of the whole world... am i right? and i believe that no one knows 100% of it too... cos if there is, there will not be ppl who are called the researchers...... hahaha!
anyway, back to the topic... i know my life is short... so i am going to live it to the fullest... but how? i dunno... but i know i am going to fight for the thing i want in my life... unless that thing i want doesnt belong to me.... for females/ young ladies who are my age(15 to 19), may think that having a boyfriend is the most important thing in the life.... well so am i, i think tat way too... and ppl who knows abt me and reads my blog will know i am sort of the 3rd party.... so how do i get wat i want? i dunno.... fight is probably the only way? a married couple together 8 yrs and have 2 children can divorce.... so an unmarried couple together for 8 months with no children can oso break... isnt it? i know is not gd to state that sentence... but it's the truth, right? but i oso know tat doesnt happen to EVERYONE in the world... wat i'm trying to say is... life is short... do watever tat makes u happy alright? but of cos DUN GO AND HUNT FOR BLOOD! wat i'm trying to say is do wat makes u happy except for illegal acts... ok? tat's abt it....
to weixin: hey there... how's life going? bad? partially i suppose... everyone has bad and gd times... just wanna say thank you again for all the helps u gave me... u have been a wonderful frd... although i've done nth much to help u... i feel sorry man... yes... and i finally felt very strongly tat it is going to end soon.... but i dun want it to end like this.... i feel sad when he ingores me... i feel jealous when he talks abt his girlfrd... so how? i dun feel like myself after i have feelings for him... i feel tat i became more selfish.... care lesser abt my surrounding frds... i really feel bad.... i always said tat ppl have their selfish moments... but my selfishness is getting greater every seconds.... i seriously need help and counselling.....
to maybelin: hey girl! erm.... in ur comment u asked abt how old is he right? 22 this yr.... older than me by 5 yrs old... the age tat i was finding isnt it? then.... remember my expectation of 175cm like orange stuff liddat.... he din meet any of them... infact he smokes.... so this is when i realise tat.... expectation might not come in handy.... expectations may even make u look down or dislike other ppl just becos they dun meet ur expectations.... so i threw all the factors out of my brain..... it's not the expectation tat makes u like him... is the connection/chemistry.... lolx... well at least he is caring, thoughtful, talkative... tat really is in my expectations though.... but there is one thing tat he gave me tat none has gave me so much.... and tat is attention.. i mean i know tat he got a gf and he treats almost all his frds the same but he really gave me the attention tat i need... i dun hate him for smoking whereas i'm trying to tell him all the time to quit smoking... but sometimes i am harsh on him too... it's as if i already treat him as my boyfriend... but the reality, he is NOT! he has already entered my life... the exiting part i'm not sure yet... anyway abt the guy u introduced? ah... i'll pass on him.... he is not my cup of tea... sorry yah? anyway god bless u... best of luck!
lastly love peace no war!
