something that is on my mind
Thursday, January 20, 2005
heya!
there is something on my mind... actually there are ALOT of stuff in my mind... 1stly... the release of O lvl results are getting so so so damn near.... then... 2 thing comes to my mind... what am i going to do if i pass???? what am i going to do if i fail???? do i have the courage to tell everyone ard me tat i failed? tat i am to repeat one more year again? am i able to pass? am i able to understand the concept once again? are all my knowledge given back to my teachers??? so.... if i pass..... wat am i going to do for abt 2 more months or so? play? work? learn? or to catch up with all my friends???
NOW! i'm working in my dad's office.... feeling so so great.... haha! easier than i tot and easier than sch works.... lolx! i nv really liked schling anyway.... then.... things are going into my head...... i feel as though i like someone now... but who the hell is he... if he is the one i am thinking now... then i shldnt be liking him now.... cos i cannot like him.... ppl who know me knows that i hate ppl who smoke..... haha.... lolx.... oh well.... i try to make myself busy so tat i wun think abt all this kind of things so much.... it will drive me crazy..... somehow yes it does....
and AGAIN! my handphone is going crazy nowadays..... or maybe the problem lies with the sim card... the sim card just jumps off everytime.... of maybe the handphone is someone similar to the owner.... crazy and naughty.... wat am i suppose to do abt it?! oh god.... someone.... anyone tell me how?! throw it and buy a new one? tat will be mad! tat will certainly be crazy!
btw.... i'm going back sg next friday!!!! anyone happy abt tat?! i doubt so..... i go back becos tat day is the end of the "life span" of my ticket.... after i go back... i'll meet up with one of my friends and take my stuff and pay... then go do some shopping... and hopefully within a week i come back to indonesia... i feel better down here... although i dun quite understand what the ppl are saying down here... got come conversation/communication breakdown... but oh well who cares.... we try to make each other understand wat we are trying to say.... honestly saying the english here is really quite bad.... i'm not trying to say mine is gd... cos i know mine is considered as really really BAD! hai..... so damn boring..... why am i always so boring during lunch time.... agrh!!!!!!! lolx... oh well i guess i will just stop here.... bye bye! and take care everyone!