i'm drowning.... deeply....
i'm actually invincible and wat ever i say dun seem to let ppl take into serious-ness...
may the night nv comes.... wasnt able to slp for a few nights.... everytime i think so night time its scary....
sigh.... who can understand wat i'm going thru right now? or shld i say.... anyone who is willing to understand me at all?
nursery to kindergarden to primary school to secondary school to polytechnic to now....
how many friends can one make so far? many many....
how many of these friends will one still keep in contact? maybe a few...
how many of these few are friends who understands u? probably one or two
to Diana.... all i have is a broken family and no friends who understands me...
plus.... i blindly let go of someone precious....
who am i? i'm an idiot.... fullstop
haven been blogging and i doubt anyone will be reading it....
economy crisis.... how come??? been wondering how come will have such a thing??? sigh~!
JL's rating is getting from low to lower! but since i'm shaking leg at home no reason why i shldnt work for it~ its gonna be a atrium next week and expo in the apr.... heex....
have been quite emotionally unstable this past few days...
have been seriously thinking what is the problem with me???? most probably my mouth.... if only i can shut up and dun tok i may not lead others in misunderstanding or some sort.... haha...
i am totally not happy today.... and no one knows why.... seriously i believe i have no frds even if there seem to be there.... but they are not.... come to think back.... no one have ever ask me abt anything be4.... no one really ask me out for outings lately.... am i tat invisible? am i tat difficult to get along? can anyone just tell me sth?
