today... is... sunday...
Sunday, August 27, 2006
| today is sunday.... haaha~! so bored... when a person is single... they yearn for relationship.. and when they have relationship they are afraid to lose them... and this is the feeling tat i'm having now... i was yearning for it... i got it and now i'm afraid of losing it.... maybe becos of wat i've experienced... tats why i'm so scared of losing him... hahha~! things isnt bad for this 3 weeks.... but yeah... i dun understand him yet... and neither does he understand me too... although we can read each other's mind quite often... we both dunno wat both of us wants.... today i realised... i rather keep silent.... so long as he is happy can already.... dun feel like creating arguements... all i ever want is to have him by my side... accompany me when he is free... but sometimes he is free yet not willing to come over... if only he is much more clingy.. hahhaa... but he is not... whereas i'm being the clingy one... -_-"~! mechanics is just this tuesday and i have not revised yet... i'm so dead.... oh no~! today i went to riverside view for a very very very very short interview..... haha~! work in a jap restaurant... one hr $7.... from 6pm to 10pm... so i only work for 4 hrs daily.... hahaha~! at least i get abit of money... T_T then i can go shopping... hahaa~! one funny thing is... usually i go someplace i nv go be4 i will drag one person along with me... but today i went alone.... asking for directions myself.... a person like me who is so dependent on others now doing this myself... is so.... different... maybe this is my 1st step of being indepedent... heex..... |
