my determination to improve
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
YOOoOOooOOOoOooooOO! lolx.... let's see... my day today... ehm...
not a bad day i guess? lolx! well.... i hope i could finish my individual report by this week so i can hand it next week tues on time... i guess i'll do it this sat? haahaa~! sorta lazy... lolx! then... i had mechanics tutorial this morning... ehm... all i can say is.... i'm disappointed.... becos of all these careless mistakes all i could get was a B..... and my math tutorial today... ehm.... not bad.... i haven been listening in lectures so this tutorial came in handy yah... lolx!~ and miracle! i pass my math with a B!!!! hahaha~! so in total i have an A, 3 Bs and a D... hahaha~! so i have none which i fail~!~!~! wooohOOO~! lolx... better than i expected i guess.... i got to work much much harder on my studies in order to get all A!!!! hahaha~! sound impossible though... but no harm trying eh? lolx~! i have no idea why but i just feel so sad... down.... stressed.... last night.... lotsa mixed feelings... just dun feel right.... sigh.... i still am ya... but not so much.... thanx to him.... i guess.... -_-" lolx... btw... my class had 2 hr free period today.... so we went to grassroot club to play pool... well.. all i could say is this is my 1st time going out to have a little fun with my classmates.... sigh~! pathetic eh? i agree... totally! lolx...
then i had tennis at abt 4pm+ well... it was suppose to be 4pm... but tat teacher.... argH! took so long to dismiss us... i was like in a rush so i dash out of the class... wanted to go toilet tie my hair then tat aunty washing the toilet... she is ALWAYS cleaning the toilet when i'm in a rush.... sigh~! so i din get to tie my hair properly... instead i tie my hair in the court it self.... so it was rather messy... well... unexpected stuff sure do happens... hahaaa~! nv in my life daryl wave to be be4 training... he will always like walk off as though i'm thin air..... well at least he did wave to me today... so i was rather surprised and i did wave back but i dun think he saw it.... maybe he is in a gd mood or sth... i dunno... lolx! at the beginning of the training i was feeling rather frustrated.... and there was anger in me... so i din tok much.... or rather when ppl ask me qns i only nod or shake my head.... sigh~! all the balls today... suck to the core..... it's really full of disappointment i must say... sigh~!!!!!!!! and i got out of breath so early.... i guess i shld have run more to pace my breath and train my stamini... then it rained a little... so annie, vickie, daryl and me went to the shelter... well.... at tat time i was thinking"at least try to be happy during training" so after tat.... i saw daryl standing out of the shelther and i said "taller ppl who stand out of the shelter will get struck by the lightning much easier...." and he was like "who?" then i kept quiet and annie said "vickie!" then vickie said "i'm not even outside!" haahhaa~! then after tat we went to continue with the training.... well... lotsa lightnings.... hahaa! i saw it with my own eyes... lolx! look pretty cool... if only the lightning would stop for 5 secs, i would take a pic of it... ahahaa~! then got one time daryl saw lotsa lightning and he was.... ehm... complaining? hahaha~! pretty funny... but i was laughing at all... sigh~! then he was still raising his racket up.... and vickie said"arent u suppose to put ur racket down?" then he was like "ya hor...." hahahaha~! i learning top spin serve now... it's rather difficult to get it over... well flat serve itself is already a problem for me... hahaha~! then after training vickie and i went to eat... then we went to see the sch tream training... and we sat down and watch... then i said i wanna play... then vickie shout to the coach" coach! diana say she want to play!" then the coach say "can! u can join in later!" hahahaa~! yeah and i did get to join in and play for abt less than 30mins? hahaha~! well... as i said earlier on the balls i hit today all suck to the core.... so well... coach said my steps got problem... and daryl said my forehand is weak... so wat?! lolx~! i'm gonna improve okay! give me 1 month man! and i'll show u difference!!!! haahaa~!
then then then.... today when i was in training... i tot of a way to improve my forehand.... in order to make it deep.... i raised up my racket when i hit the ball.... normally my racket will be rather low... yeah.... so i actually found out tat when my racket is higher i can hit it deeper... but if lower i can only hit it rather short.... lolx~! haahaa~! i guess i'll stop here for now... hahaha~! bye bye!